Random thoughts...

Training Parrying skill in UO (Ultima Online) by sitting here holding a shield butt naked surrounded by sheep might give other adventurers the wrong idea about my romantic preferences.

Someone should make a cosplay thread. Mostly for cosplay appreciation or something to share cosplays found on the internet. Not necessarily cosplays from users here, but that should still be allowed ofc

I wonder how often when someone ignores someone else, its cause they are sick of lying and pretending to be someone they arent. Its funny how we want to be liked so much but make it so they arent liking us, they like the ideal version of us we show them. In the moment its animal instinct maybe for "survival" (be it the survival of our personal relationships or otherwise), but its ironic it ends up slowly killing you inside instead.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm to scared of people. Mostly what they think and do when I tell them my sexuilty and my gender. Even though I may have female body parts does not mean I want to be addressed as female. I want to be addressed as male who cared if I do do surgery. But then I think about that mini voice in the back of my head I always listen to telling me that I should hold Back because I'll never be the type of person I wanna be .

I think you should experiment for a bit. Take some time to learn who you are decide for your self how important it is to physically look masculine. There's a popular rule of thumb that if after a year a person wants the same tattoo on the same part of their body then chances are they'll be happy with it for the better part of their remaining life. While a tattoo in most cases isn't nearly as significant as a person's entire gender identify I do think you could benefit from a similar type of thinking :)