Old User Apology

@wei_ying I don't think we have. Nice to meet you though and thanks for the warm welcome and kind words :) @kuharido I remember you aswell. Thanks for doing so I really appreciate it o7. And, I understand. Good to see ya o/ @snakee_dubs Oh, I remember you to good to see you o/ and thanks. Just good to see yall still kicking despite the activity. Thanks for looking past before. @chocopyro Thanks. Glad to be in a better headspace :) and appreciate the second chance. Yeah took alot of time but I'm fairing well these days. Hopefully, I can get to know some of you this time.

@willworkforisekai I do have a question, if you don't mind. Why come back? Aside from apologizing so as to right wrongs or at least take accountability, what is your motive? I'm sure there is more than one, but is there one that weighs more heavily than the rest (Besides apologizing as a form of penitence, of course.)?

It is absolutely no problem at all. Everyone deserves a little kindness, again though, welcome back and glad you are better now! <3

@yaasshat I can't right my wrongs but I wanted to apologize anyway. I wasn't planning on returning. But, I wanted to see what everyone is up to and see if I can be a member of a community. I thought it would be good pratice for overcoming my illnesses and shortcomings. And, just genuinely having some sort of connection with people besides my gf. Me and her are both introverts and love it. But, I feel I haven't had any growth in my communication skills and ability to foster good connections with people other than her. I've been alone for a very long time just learning about myself due to the complexity and severity of my illnesses. I was afraid to be involved with people and felt I must protect them from me. But, I've done all I could do and i'm hopeful I can be different than my fears. Just here to chat, post, lurk, and possibly make some friends on a site that I have good and bad memories of. I could of tried somewhere new but this is a comfort pick.

I can relate... My communication is trash or lack there of.lol introverted by nature as well (Some how, I have kids.lol), but I yearn for more. However, I've let my own demons dictate my life for far to long. Good on you for standing up and good on you for understanding your demons a little better.

@willworkforisekai I am just glad to hear you are doing a lot better. If it is of any comfort, I honestly don't think anyone here holds it against you. I know I don't.

@yaasshat I know those feelings all to well thanks man. You got this champ Oᕗ @dyadka_yar That's very reassuring to hear man thanks.