I'm glad to see you alive and well man~
"Well, you could cut out the chicken and get a red bull. Red bull gives you wings!!!"
You are too good. This place doesn't deserve you XD
In general, it's amazing what the 2016 election did to me. I went from willing to support someone like Bernie, to voting for Gary Johnson, and now I'm pretty much full Estado Novo - a conservative to the core.
This time last year I would have never dreamed I am where I am today, you could, had my accounts not been nuked because some pinko got offended I presume, see my old posts that had me espousing insanely different political views.
In general, it's been the left's intolerance combined with me backlashing against feminism, atheism, socialism and black nationalism that has got me to where I am today. I wouldn't identify for a second as alt-right because I don't generally support antisemitism, and because my people were oppressed by white supremacy as well, but I do acknowledge when they have a good point.
I love you too?
Besides it having taken nearly 2 hours to read all that, Ive just had a crazy couple of hours.
Ive been a lot better honestly. This weekend has done quite a number on me but there might be a way back I think so I could still come out ok.
Plus Im off to Japan for 9 days in a couple of months so thats something to look forward to!
Howve you been?
Still here I see. You just cant quit can you?
Clean up day! All yall bitches who never, not once, not even for a second try to talk with me one on one, you're gone. :)
Good, gooooood... cuz I was actually bewildered that you'd bring something up from a month ago (maybe longer; who the fuck knows) and them claim I'm the one being petty.
Also, you replied, so that means I gotta tell you to CALM DOWN.
Besides, many of the people who I follow on Instagram are happy couples of anime fanatics and gamers, so I gain my inspiration and motivation from them. If they were able to find each other and get into relationships despite having these "turn offs" then why shouldn't I be able to achieve the same success? It's all a matter of time and luck. No defeat at all. Each time that I fall I only get angrier and more determined.
Oh I'm definitely not a "hardcore otaku" at all. There's still much that I need to learn and discover about this wonderful culture in order to be crowned with such a title. And the best way for me to dive deeper into this wonderful world is with the aid of a partner. I need a girlfriend/wife who would amplify my weirdness and make it grow. And I'm not a defeatist at all because I'm proud of my weirdness. I just want to have a relationship with an otaku cosplayer who would help me develop in that area. Is that really too much to be asking for? Of course not.