Religious rants

Ah, interesting take. I suppose, no harm no foul. Just curious. Definitely interesting regardless, though this will probably be the extent of my "spiritual" conversation, as I know I can and do tend to let my ego take the reigns.lol However, it seems more like a gift rather than an "illness". I suppose if there's something greater than us, it's gifts may come across as weird and unusual, but testing to know it's true is key. Like I said, definitely interesting.

@yaasshat I like what you said about it being a gift sometimes I think that myself. But, then I humble myself given all the work humanity has down in the field and take that into account. I'm not so bold as to completely disregard the sphere of influence. Though sometimes I want to. If I had to give a answer as to why it's regarded as a illness is because it's dangerous and many struggle to manage the condition that's why it's labeled as such. And, I completely respect that. And, keep it in mind. Also, it really sucks to know your ulterior motives behind the you you thought you was all the time. And, viewing yourself as the proportionate amount of evil you deserve to be viewed as in order to convict you to change. I think they know I hate being so ugly so they keep putting it in my face until I either change or give up. Thanks for talking with me I realized a portion of there objective.

@willworkforisekai The shadow often knows what we know. Including that which we mistakingly delude ourselves into not seeing or rejecting. They're literally born from the parts of ourselves we push under the surface, are ashamed of, or reject. However, Supernaturally speaking (Since while technically not supernatural, but kinda sorta overlapping with it? There's no reason they would reject or be adversed to divinity, for the difference between shadow as an energy and darkness as and energy is that shadow is a less worldly darkness that keeps its divinity in tact. Go back to the tree of life. Do you see Binah? Understanding? It is shadow energy. The energy of reapers, psychopomps, and angels of death. Binah, Chochmaw, and Keter are all three called the Supernal triad. Keter could be seen as the seat of god or the primal unity where all individuality breaks down and all becomes one. Chockmaw the path to god through wisdom and faith. And Binah, the path to god through logic and reason. The shadow we've talked about so far is born from the energy of Binah. They can help you understand yourself. Now just like Gevuruh, were you to count on Binah to show you mercy, rather than having the pressure around you get far worse, you are likely to get the "Rip the band aid off" approach of mercy. A swift end, but an insightful one. Spirits from Binah are often in the mental spectrum, meaning we can pick up on them through using our minds like perceptive organs, the same way we use our eyes. Normally it takes training to get that far though, and I would not recommend trying it if you think there is any chance you are not of sound mental health. Cause that could skew the information we receive in some very damaging directions. Now shadows in the mind and spirits of shadow CAN interact with each other. In fact, some people practice shadow mending have learned how to use their shadow as a means of communicating with spirits. This could of course backfire if you think you secretly hate yourself. But I wonder if that's why you hear two voices, or if it's something else. Either way, just be careful with this stuff. The occult is dangerous for a reason. I'm only trying to explain it to help contextualize it in case it turns out to be supernatural. That does not mean that it is supernatural. If you choose to go down that route, learn grounding techniques.