Confessions

My only advice is that you think about the situation and do whatever you feel will leave you with the least regrets in the end no matter what the outcome would be.

To be fair that's what I did with mango and it bit me in the ass pretty hard but I can say that I can look back now and even though I put myself through a shit ton of extra pain I don't regret that decision because I'm not looking back and regretting "what might have beens" which is what I personally was worried with so do whatever you think will not haunt you in the end.

@Anna trust me. When women say that line, "to give it a try and why not and see what happens". It usually does not go well. If he did it once. Most likely...he will do it again. I don't know your relationship either, but I just wanted to put in my 2 cents. I have seen literally dozens of women giving their man a second or third chance. Case in point ^^^^

Sometimes I wonder if my life were the Truman show and everything I've ever said and done was recorded that if someone were to selectively take two hours of footage dedicated to the absolute shittiest things I've ever done in my life and compile them into one film and then show that film to someone who has never met me...what would they think of me on a scale of Mr Rogers to a more evil Hitler?

I agree @Halo. It takes a long time of someone working on themselves mentally to change their habits and way of thinking. It took me literally 6 months of being on my own while trying to push myself mentally and physically to keep up with others. Spent some nights at first breaking down, but I built myself back up.