Genius artists are meant to suffer the idiots who have no vision ;) only the artist can see the truth in the lies and bring it out into reality. The shape and form of it may not be understood, a common enough occurence...the only thing that ties the art back to reality and gives it meaning is the artist, the individual herself, or himself, and his or her vision.
Its that time in age wen everybody tries to figure out who they are and what they want to do in with the whole college blah blah thing, and people suffer from stress and depression. Usually for art people I would say create because you feel like creating not because you are told to do so. Just have something back to fall on. I'm not one to lecture but yea, your not the only one so don't worry about it. Just do your thing.
My imagination usually ends up gnawing on my insides, until I have to let it out one way or another. ;) Ahh your description reminds me of Alice in Wonderland. Terrible, terrible movie, but you seem like someone I'd like to befriend. Don't worry, I have identity issues to, but I cram it all in the dusty corners of my mind, just wishing that it transform into something I could recognize. Points to you for using my favourite word, Prettiful indeed
How are you? :3