killme4353

So uh I lost the girl I love for reasons I can't really say and she was the best thing to ever happen to me but now I want to die, she's a nice sweet girl that lives in San Bernardino California, her birthday is August 23rd when we wanted to say I love you we would say boop, I say all this because I also hope she sees this one day my name starts with an S but it's not my real name it's been 6 or 7 months since we last talked and we didn't leave each other on bad terms she just couldn't stay anymore I don't know if she still loves me or not but I still love her with all my heart I will forever like this is my problem I can't get over her I spend most of my nights waiting to see if she comes back somehow I cry myself to sleep everynight thinking about the time we spent together it was a long distance relationship but we made it work I honestly think that I won't be able to love again after this my heart truly belongs to her forever this pains me so much just talking about it I really hope to see her again because my life is FUBAR without her so if you have any opinions or advice then pls tell me thank you.