Vent

Once reality sets in and you realize just what has transpired, what has gone through and what is about to come the anxiety kicks so hard. In moments like this it's almost impossible to hold back my tears, I try to, but it's just not possible. Was it really the right choice to come this far while I could have stayed in the absolute comfort I already knew? I'll never know the answer for that... For now I'll have to endure the pain, the longing, the sadness and the emotional burdens