Rose Mommy ®

@chocopyro It's like they hate me and like me at the same time. I don't think it's a shadow though would my shadow know about the sacred? The voices are a man and a woman and they converse about me like they watching a movie. Sometimes I can barely hear the woman. Also, the voices sound nothing like me. I also remember being chased spiritually. I was really scared but I managed to get away screaming water. Because I was unsure who wanted me. But, it felt like I was wanted but had no idea what wanted me the only thing I knew was to run as fast as I can. They always talking about how fast I am. Also, my stomach got hot as soon as the chase ended or mid chase I don't remember. They talk about spiritual water a lot. Are they not supernatural? But, still just my shadows? Sorry for all the questions but you seem knowledgeable. I have a grandiose delusion that's hard to break away from but I been doing my best. It's that I'm lost in the spiritual realm because I ran to fast. Fearing nobody care about me no more because I'm a known runner and I'm fast and intolerable to any thing that resembles pain. The voices say they never seen someone so fast. They sometimes ask where I'm at but my eyes aren't open to spiritual perceptions except feeling I was being chased. They say we can't wait to get you out of here. And, you never suppose to go that high. They also talk about spiritual blood a lot. And, how my eyes aren't open. They also call me a computer because I learned to much computational thinking and error correcting habits while being a low empathy existence. I wish I would of got caught even though idk what's chasing me. But, because I ran I experienced the grandiose delusion of what it would be like to be my own God trying to remedy the situation. And, was humbled and frightened with doom beyond comprehension. After that experience I don't even understand why humans pursue to be they own Gods. I hate I'm cursed with a mind that believes it's it's own God. But, that delusion taught me how valuable God is. And, helped me know I can't rely on myself when the big heat is on. You still think there shadows? Am I suppose to not be lead into further delusions by entertaining there words?

I didn't think I lived in a reality where someone created something called a vegetable test that was to determine what type of vegetable you'd be and not for like determining if a vegetable was edible or in fact a vegetable. I also would never have thought I lived in a reality where someone needed it...and I'm shocked...no bewildered, that in this reality someone can openly declare they've taken such a vegetable test and it's not the most amazing thing on the internet. Potatoes really are awesome though.