Random thoughts...

The Truth is... The truth is that you were also at fault I only used to blame myself but then I came to find that I was not the only one at fault. You were also. It takes two to tango and damn baby did we dance circles right into confusion and disillusion. Frustration and break downs became the new normal and man did we play our parts right into that mess that we loosely called love. We were young and dumb. We were undeniably lost in this dysfunctional systematic motion of mundane endeavors and casual whatevers. We plummeted on the daily into cranial chaos of depression and self medication. Yet we ask ourselves where did it all go wrong? Blame the parents they were the barbarians from the old country set in their ways, trying to teach us manners and how to act normal, wrong! Can’t blame them for trying when they were just children like us living in broken homes trying to make the best of life. Truth is they are just as or worse off than we are. Can’t throw it all on them because in the end no ones to blame for our own malfunctions and our own baggage. We create it on a whim of choices made while not all there not even quite sane. Truth is we’re not all there some of us might just be insane, yet we hide it well like the colorful clothes we wear to the beautiful masks that we portray. None can tell the difference from what's ok and not quite right, and all the things their in which we try to hide or accept.

You can make hundreds of billions, conquer half of the world, and be intelligent and strong beyond anyone. But all those gifts that helped you reach the top, are nothing but a waste without kindness and ability to love. No matter how far you can get, never throw away your humanity for it.

@joemama711 Even Carolina BBQ? Since it's more mustard/vinegar based.