Maid

今日までの記憶の全部を消してしまう時まで眠れない I can’t sleep until I’ve erased all of my memory up until today. あしたから生きていく自分の身代わりが欲しくて堪らない It’s unbearable, how much I wish for a substitute to live my life for me from tomorrow on. 大丈夫と言わせて 後から君のせいにさせてはくれないか Let me say that everything’ll be okay. And then, won’t you let me blame it all on you later? 今更意味ないから後から君のせいにさせてはくれないか Since everything’s meaningless now, won’t you let me blame it all on you later? 出来ない約束を I can’t make any sense, can’t do anything とうとうと溢れる一言一言ばかりに脳を奪われるくらい about the promises I can’t fulfill, at the expense of letting my brain be taken over 意味を成せない 何も出来ない by each and every single of the words that are flooding my mind. 見えない 逃げたい 飛びたい やめたい 逸らせない I can’t see. I want to flee. I want to jump. I want to quit. I can’t avoid it. だから That’s why 沈め just let me sink, 沈め let me sink, 這い上がれないほどまで until I can’t crawl up anymore. 飽きるまで Until you’re sick of it, 落とせ just drop me, 落とせ drop me 救い垂らす時まで until you dangle salvation before me.

hey, sorry I saw your profile and I just thought you looked cute in your picture, I really wanted to tell you that)) It's really rare to see girls playing video games haha! I don't know why its a guy thing honestly im like really against misogyny and like ill be the one in the kitchen making sandwiches. We should really play l4d2 sometime its a really cool zombie game with a lot of scary moments, but don't worry ill be there to protect you ;) sorry that wasnt flirting I swear Im just trying to be friendly I really like your profile picture sorry was that too far? Really sorry i'm really shy I don't go out much haha add me on skype we should talk more you look really nice and fun xxx

Hey what's up i'm oli nice to meet you ^_^ whats your no.1 anime? Mine's gotta be kings avatar atm i'm so hyped for s2 ! Hit me up looking for some cool friends to chat with

Ah right that's a shame to hear, especially if its something you enjoyed doing. cool to see that you could do a few different things then, but as you say its art so you mood mostly determines what you do mostly. So do you do anything else as a outlet then now or just too busy with other things.

Loving the Bio btw cant believe it, guess stuff like that happens almost anywhere. see you do freelance art, any specific style or subjects you like to do?

god damn it how did i miss this one lol.... jesus Guys I just got back from the barber shop and you guys are fighting about the money again? grow up a little would ya! https://66.media.tumblr.com/8b9323010e6bc9bae0590db482bbc0de/tumblr_inline_ou0wdrLbBF1rxrln6_1280.jpg

Oh man i forgot many words XD I am really shitty wrighting down something like that .i should probably stop wrighting more serious textesXD