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silenceikillyou

27 year old Female
Single
Last online about 11 years ago
FL
My name is Shenila, I’m 16 years old and currently a Sophomore in Independent Studies. I switched from Public Highschool to Independent Studies because in Highschool I’m surrounded by assholes, sluts, players, swagfags and idiots. I live in the middle of buttfucknowhere, Florida. I like corn and I want to live in outer space. I’m an Anime nerd till’ death. I was hatched on October 24th and I’m as single as a pringle. <3 If I ever fall in love again, I want to fall in love like a Shoujo Manga. xD I love to help people and I have a deep interest in Psychology. I hope to one day get a Ph.D in Psychology and become a therapist for depression. I really suck at math but I love to read fantasy. I also love to write, but I never show anyone. I’m the kind of person who would rather spend time with a small group of friends rather than waste my life partying and being intoxicated. I get sad easily but it also doesn’t take much to cheer me up. I have dreams of moving away from this stupid place and to start a new life some place else. I just want to find a place where I feel like I belong. I have this amazing best friend who’s name is Cassandra. She’s always been a big sister to me. We are a pair of General Swag Masters. c; She’s someone I can always trust and I hope we can stay friends forever. <3 I like lots of different genres of music and I’ve played the Flute for almost 5 years now. I don’t have a flute anymore though, so I’ll probably forget how to play it. ;p Some bands I’m obsessing over right now are Sleeping With Sirens, Bring Me The Horizon, Evanescence and Of Mice & Men. The songs in my playlist are songs that have been stuck in my head lately, I change my playlist often. I’m really shy and quiet in person at first. I’ll probably just laugh at everything and not say much. But once I get comfortable with hanging out with you I can be pretty retartedly awesome. I really like to capture moments of my life on video or by taking pictures. I don’t know why. I just really like taking pictures/videos. Memories I just want to keep with me I guess. So if we’re hanging out, don’t be surprised if I whip out my phone or a camera. :p I want a tattoo of a dove on my wrist because the dove is my Spirit Animal. It’s also a sign of peace and love. I’m straight but I support gay rights and I’m not afraid to admit it. I’m not very religious either. I’ve always had a fascination with magic. So if you have magical powers you should totally be my friend, right now. I think Wiccans are cool, I don’t think they’re scary like everyone else does. Heck, I’d love to be friends with a Wiccan. I really want to meet a wizard one day. People say they don’t exist, but I can dream can’t I? I don’t like real life. It’s boring. So I really like supernatural stuff. I daydream constantly. If I have both earbuds in and my eyes are closed or I’m looking out of a window, leave me alone. I’m daydreaming. I have my own little world inside my head. It’s my escape from everyday life on Earth and It’s perfect. My very own little wonderland. c: I like sleeping. Not only because I’m lazy but because I can dream. In my dreams I can be anyone or anything I want. I’m in control of my life in my dreams.
My favorite quote is “Every sinner has a future and every saint has a past.” - Oscar Wilde.