fullmoonprinny

well, I hope you find it. never been called a wild card xD but I think i know what your getting at. I just try my best to be happy. I feel like that's all that matters, so I'm always discarding the things that makes me unhappy. even if it's something as simple as a shirt, or something like a hairstyle, or even school. I guess there's a deeper meaning, like I'm searching for happiness, so i change a lot to figure out what i like. i suppose it makes sense. only recently i found a little peace. but i can feel it running out, and fast. I think once I get away from my current situation/living area. I will find my path to happiness. including friends, etc, and everything that comes with it.. maybe. what do you think could be calling you back?

well, "weird" or "different" is the word I get from my parent's and siblings. I don't have it all together, trust me. I think my family is just as miserable & depressed as I am xD we all just have different way of coping with it. Every parent wants the best for their kids. So, when I told them how I felt about school, of course they were dissappointed. I saw it, but I couldn't help how i felt. so I'd drop out for months, then go back, then repeat that cycle 5 times up to now, where I'm ready to leave again. I have no support honestly. I do things all on my own, I would love to be family oriented and have people to depend on. but i don't, not even friends. all my friends are online ^^ but it's good because they are all amazing! like you, my family doesn't adapt with change at all. they can't comprehend it. which is hard on me because i love change. i change every 5 minutes. a new style, a new interest, a new goal, a new everything. they don't understand. i can get really excited/silly/hyper when i find things of interest too ^_^

Yeah, there's all types of alternative schools now days. The curriculumn is the same I think. it is a little more challenging. but it's still book work/busy work. that's all high school is. I actually loved the first few months of my first year in high school. Then I grew to hate it. so I left and iscolated myself from everything for 2 years. I went back earlier this year, but through a different schooling system. haha, the food sucks at a lot of high schools. depending on the people or area I'm in, I can be a very social butterfly, or I'll be a quiet shut in who never leaves the house.

haha, I hate the schools out here. But I see my little brother off to school in the mornings, also I'm in charter school/independent study. so, I do my work at home & go in to school on fridays ^^

okay! I'm looking forward to them. yes, I am a night owl. it's gotten better these past few weeks. but I normally am awake all night, and asleep most of the day >_>

True. it makes me feel less lonely. we will! anytime you'd like to talk, I'm here ^_^ ~ put a photo up ~

Hm, I don't find you weird or awkward at all. Your actually interesting to talk with ^_^ just let things come naturally, and everything will fall into place i think :)

well, from experience as well as many people.. bad experiences repeating themselves lead us to believe it will be this way forever. this may not assure you now, but trust me. it does get better. maybe not tomorrow or next week. but eventually everything gets better ^_^ even through tough times where it's easy to be gloomy. don't be! smile/show a little light and people will come in your direction :) as far as being stable, our economy is SO bad. we might even head in a depression again. many people are out of work, and a home. it's very bad where i live. im not sure about where you are. but yeah.. looking for that special someone is good! but be sure you can take care of yourself before wanting to bring another person with you. just focus on what will make you happy ^^ Roxas can be peppy too! xD he just falls into a depression zombie like thing when things get confusing, where sora, fights his way through things, and has friends with him. so, they each go in different categories. ^^ and yes, a picture would be nice :)

I joined this site yesterday ~ like you, I don't take many pictures. The pictures of me with purple hair are from a few months ago. the long black hair is me now. yes please, put up a picture or two ^_^ being photogenic doesn't matter~ people just want to see who they are talking to that's all :) no worries. So, in other words.. your homeless? or don't have a stable place? are you from California? how long have you lived here? you can't set yourself up to fail, have a little confidence :D hey hey hey, Sora is awesome too! >.< ever since Roxas came along many people forgot about little o'l Sora <3 haha, I'm glad you can cook. I really don't know how, but I can cook a few dishes. mostly breakfast, and snacks though xD but i want to learn more! 2 really awesome looking RPG's came out this year in Japan. My friend told me about them, she already has them. but most likely they won't even hit America for another 3 years, IF the ratings are high TT_TT

no need to apologize, I get lonely lots of times too. How long have you lived in California? I think being a "drifter" is nice. You go wherever you feel like, and leave whenever you feel like. it's got a nice ring of free will and happiness to it. but i totally couldn't do it alone. I think it'd be better with a good companion by my side. ^_^ my soul your beats! and brave song! how could i forget! now I'm playing these :) i loved angel beats. Due to me not having much kitchen time, I can't experiment as I'd like to with many different dishes. so, I'm not fond of many spicy dishes, but I of course have heard of curry, chilli and common spicy foods. Agreed! I'd love to try mabou tofu too! sweets ~ I love cotton candy! it's the best thing in the world, i love parfaits, cakes, cupcakes, bakery sweets like breads, cookies. i love strawberry pocky! ever heard of circus peanuts? they are orange marshmellows shaped as peanuts. very childish candy but I love them! call me crazy, but I'm not a fan of chocolate. ^^; only chocolate i like is: Twix, Butter finger, kit-kat, oreos, and the thin layer on certain ice cream bars with vanilla inside. my favorite ice cream is Green Tea ice cream, then cookies & cream. ^_^ I want to travel as soon as possible & see many places. I have no attachments so I feel like I can go soon as possible xD Games ~ I LOVE kingdom hearts. it's such a big part of me. Zelda games are also my favorite. Also, the classic Mario and star fox games. right now, I'm playing Okami to the wii. it's amazing, the art and music is so beautiful. very traditional Japanese. but these days I'm more into anime games, RPG games are awesome. I haven't found a good one lately. but.. hopefully soon ^^ I'm really into music. I sing, I'm trying to teach myself piano. somewhat difficult though. Enough about me rambling. what are you into? why don't you have any pictures up? :)