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kodokunadoutei

Kodoku na Doutei

36 year old Male
Single
Last online almost 5 years ago
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nightmaresweets
heartbreak suck but one thing it taught me is how much i was in love to me the more it hurts the more you were in love with that person but after a while i found out that the heart break made me know what love really is and how powerful it really is if it wasnt for the heart break i wouldnt have known the true meaning of love and felt it like that if that made any sense to you but it also made me a hermit or a turtle every time a guy get close to my heart i would crawl back into my shell....:3 which im trying to fix right now to break that shield around my heart but atleast im outta my shell!>:]
kodokunadoutei
it does hurt alot i didn't sleep for a week and didn't eat for two weeks it was like a nightmare i could not wake up from the one person i would have died protecting i had trusted and loved mith my whole heart and to be betrayed by that person is the most painful thing i have ever felt
nightmaresweets
hehehe... hope i made you smile atleast putting humor into my past relationship like that just be positive and try to stay away from negative people = 3
nightmaresweets
hehehe...why did you climp up on your boyfriends roof and see your boyfriend getting blow by another girl? hahahahahahahahaha xD that moment was price less hehe the look on his face when he saw his girlfriend in the window lol so trust me i know how it feels.....>.< it hurts sooo bad you cant eat and you cant drink you cant stop crying or lift the heavy weight off your heart your heart feels like a brick a painful brick you feel like....your heart being smash and you can only wait ^^' but you have to keeping trying!!!this is gonna be a corny ass line but "Believe it!!"-naruto xD
kodokunadoutei
I'm most likely not going to find love in my lifetime i thought i did once but things have a way of falling apart but thanks
nightmaresweets
lol xD you dont know nothing!x3 so dont think im on this site cause im lonely im on this site for love and long distance is easy as fuck if your heart is strong 7 years unless u did seven years with a woman then you know lol i take love seriously and i only say it when i truely feel it not because he says silly ass sweet ass words that make me "feel" special because to me thats not love at all thats what i like to call "being in the moment " i know what you mean though thanks for the advice i wish you good luck to finding your love too ^ ^ besides i would had never join this site if i didnt want to atleast try ^_<
nightmaresweets
no.....we havent but who on here has really?^^ but im chill with long distance relationship im very strong
nightmaresweets
lol i meet him on here alot of nice people and i reallly like the otaku girls even though i havent talk to too many recent my main reason on here is to find my otaku match but a lil girlfriend would be great since I'm a tom boy and all = ] but since jan he was sooo shy too!!>.< xD i message him...i was like " your on my top matches lets be BEST friends!" xD lol just like that xD hahahahaha
nightmaresweets
yeah welll i was waiting for you and trying to make a decision on love right now its COPlicated (lol) but i dont know rather to stay single or be this guys girlfriend without talking or giving other guys a chance you know?=/ im in a pickle =/ i really like the guy alot he makes me happy but i dont know like once i make up my mind i comited fully sooo it a life decision im making like marriage because you never know i could be his girlfriend for a few months or for a few years or even just weeks you know? =/
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Mar 11, 13 at 1:56pm
Just read your top status by your name! I love that movie! :) Were you able to watch it in 3D?
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