Chocopyro

I heard you're pretty good at deciphering dreams, so like, I had this dream one time where I was a pretty cute woman, about the same height I currently am and so on, there were lots of people surrounding me and everyone seemed happy, yet, they didn't had proper faces, I could see their mouths but not make out what kind of expression they had, one of them approached me and told me "I'm glad you're finally here" and gave me a mirror, I saw myself on it and saw my feminine self, then woke up crying. So, like, any ideas? ʕ⁠·⁠ᴥ⁠·⁠ʔ

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Definitions of it vary depending on what caused the ego death. The definition from psychonauts will differ from someone that experienced it through mental illness or trauma. I think it would help you to write down your thoughts and feelings when you are stuck in that mindset so you have a consistent recording of what's happening day to day or episode to episode. Typically you hear about ego death as being a positive thing, enlightenment. You essentially break yourself down, all perceptions and then there is a feeling of one with the universe or some describe what their feeling as "god". But some people do not have that typical experience. It isn't seen as a rebirth automatically and can put them into crisis mode. I'm not too familiar with the dark side of ego death, but the idealistic side. But I did find this that you might want to read or explore further. https://aeon.co/essays/what-can-depersonalisation-disorder-say-about-the-self