Venting..

I’m not happy. I’m not happy at all. I’m not happy with my results here, because I’ve expected so much.. but got completely shafted. I just want to be happy for once and have at least someone to accept and love me as I truly am. Alas, I cannot find THAT special love here. I have been so hurt for so long for so many years that I can’t stand it anymore. I was here because a friend introduced me to this site. I was here to expect something in return for waiting so long.. in reality.. it’s gone. I’ve done everything wrong here, I know that.. But, oh well...

I'm here for the same reasons, but want to do this the right way. Everybody has a mutual somebody and you will definitely find yours. Just stay positive. Also, Rozen Maiden is good.

@lilyyazawa Honestly, I just don’t know.. I tried to be so positive, but I guess it’s not enough.. And I agree, Rozen Maiden is good! ^_^

Its not easy being positive. Being sad in a tough situation is probably the easier solution, but it's not the right solution. If you give up, then you definitely won't find the one. Maybe it will take a month or maybe it will take another decade.. however just know everybody has somebody who'd love them. It's just about finding that person. Also, yeh it is. Suigintou was my favorite too.

Honestly @gangsta I don’t even know XD They’re always like that.. ugh.. @lilyyazawa here’s the thing.. I’ve been this upset since a couple of days ago and it bothered me so much.. I tried to keep my mind off of that, but it’s hard to do. @trash I’m trying not to give up.. but it’s really hard.