Vent

@tsumusmommy holy shit man I was gonna say how I just smoked a big ass blunt. But damn now I feel bad for wanting to joke. You're good person, sending me yaoi, bare stuff too that's awesome so... God be with you, my friend.

I realized... after a true friend of mine gives me a lecture again. I... have a real problem with drinking and smoking. Drinking down my negative emotions every single day, smoking whenever something doesn't work out right (arguments with people I care about, happens more often then what would comfort). Trying to feel bad for people when something happens in their life... my depiction of care makes it worse, as my sympathy had been drunken down or smoked away... not forgetting to mention my halting life goals as an author. Not easy to write a truly impressive story or poem under any influence... if someone knows how to advise me on the path to healing... don't let my being gay scare you. Let me know, I beg.

Truth or dare, never have I ever and those other social games were never a fun time. That shit is lame as hell and people deserved to get bullied over it. Make it a drinking game where they do some stupid fucking shit or have to drink something nasty.