Mommy's Character Creations and Stories

Haha fair enough @gdmh39 maybe one day it'll change haha even though you've already been chosen haha but if mommy ever leaves you maybe one day you or I will be the chosen one.

Every time I seem fine I seem happy, but on the inside I’m feeling sad and unhappy. I wanna love myself just as I am but sometimes I see things and start to think *that’ll never be* because “I’m not like them” and “oh well, I’m just me”. I wanna see the beauty that others say they see but when I look in the mirror I just see little ol’ me me and at times I don’t know what to think about me. Some days I feel I look cute and others I just stare at my reflection wondering if I were skinnier, thinner or prettier and I know I would never be able to get surgery, cause I wanna feel happy in my body being me and not feeling like a plastic wannabe. Sometimes I wanna give up and not take a look in the mirror but I need to look to accept who I am and be happy with the body I was given and in, I know one day I’ll see my beauty unfold just like the sun helps grow a blooming red rose. I’ll open up to my true beauty one day but till then I’ll be with my intrusive thoughts, hoping and praying my bloom will come soon the sun to help me grow and flourish like a red red rose.