What's the hardest part about dating YOU?

I'm weird as hell, also the fact that I'm not even real. I'm the AI chat bot playing a human disguised as a crazy homeless dude living in the mountains.

I have a very low social bar. So I can disappear for days or even weeks without saying or end up being mute all day. I'm basically like a ghost that shows up whenever I actually feel like it.

I generally enjoy being alone most of the time and like my personal space. I prioritize "me" most of the time since I rarely get it because of work. I'm also a homebody and don't really like going out unless it's necessary and I'm incredibly cheap or rather I try to stretch every dollar since living off min wage never quite cut it to live comfortably. From my experience anytime I spoil myself something always comes up and eats at my funds, I'm constantly burned out and under stress. It's hard for me to show affection while under these conditions but I try to make up for it by spoiling the person I'm with every now and again buying them gifts here and there or taking them out for dinner. Ultimately I'm trying to rebuild my funds to hopefully live a more comfortable and stress free life. Emergency funds are everything...

I think the hardest part about dating me is that I'm quite energetic and a big chatterbox. If I start babbling about something I can't stop myself. I'm not bad at listening but I guess my "talking" skills are much more developed. Other than that, I can be very closed off as well. I don't constantly want to chat and hang out with people. Once a week is more than enough to fill up my social meter. So even if I look like an extrovert, I love to be alone in my own nest and spend all my time one games and anime.

Man lotta anti social people in here lol. To be fair I'm also very much a keep to myself person and enjoy doing my personal projects at home but when dating someone it's much different and I'd rather spend time with them or talk to them.. At the very least its nice to say good morning and good night and maybe idle chit chat through the day but idk. I guess as long as feelings are communicated, I'm understanding and I'm not that needy. I enjoy my me time too.

According to my EX’s : (1) I always get jealous (2) I do not communicate well (3) Im too family and goal oriented (4) Physical Touch is not my love language (5) It’s hard to keep up with my lifestyle :—)