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Natsu

20 year old Male
Single
Last online 3 days ago
Sydney , OH
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the_noctor
Nov 29, 21 at 10:03pm

I don't want a long distance fling/crush. I want something real. I want to spend the rest of my life with someone. I want to grow old with someone. I don't want someone to be interested in my solely because I'm attractive/"cute". Looks fade. People age. I want someone to be interested in me because they genuinely like me. Someone asked me "Do you love me?" and I'm like "Dude, I just met you. I hardly know you, and we've only be talking for 5 minutes. No. I don't love you. Can I grow to love you overtime? Yes, but again that takes time". Love isn't instant. You grow to love someone. If you "love" someone after only 5 minutes. That's not love my friend. That's lust. I shit you not I asked someone I was "dating" and asked them "Why do you like me?" and they couldn't list a single attribute about me except for "you are cute" and I'm like "I could list off a minimum of 5 things I like about you and all you have is "you are cute" really? You don't like my personality? You don't like my humor? You don't like anything but my looks? Really? What superficial garbage is this? Looks mean absolutely nothing if the personality of the two people don't mix. I just felt objectified after that. I'm more than just my looks. I have hobbies and skills, and a work ethic. And I snort when I laugh, and I hate peaches. I'm not a sex object. I'm a person.

the_noctor
Natsu @the_noctor I feel like modern dating is like "just be superficial, shallow, and fake af. Only care about looks. Who cares if they're a person. Objectify people and get a fuck buddy. Yay. Meaningful relationships with an actual connection? What's that? Hey, look at this porno. Be distracted". I want to vomit. I'll probably die alone, but it's fine. I've pretty much accepted it at this point. With the hellscape that is "dating" in 2021-2022 I'm not really surprised.
the_noctor
Nov 17, 21 at 10:11am

Should I just deactivate/delete my account? Nobody messages me. I'm rarely on because nobody messages me. Nobody's interested in me and I feel like I'm just wasting my time here.

the_noctor
Natsu @the_noctor I want to date locally. I want to date someone from Ohio, but nobody from Ohio has messaged me. Even if they were from Michigan, Indiana, Kentucky, West Virginia, Pennsylvania, Toronto, or New York. Ar least they'd be somewhat close.
the_noctor
Natsu @the_noctor I don't like long distance relationships. I detest them. If someone didn't live in Ohio I'd probably want them to move here to be with me. My life and family is here and I have a lot of eye problems, that and I don't know if I'm ready to leave my state yet. Although I might consider moving to Canada, New York, or a small town/city in the future if something changes, but I don't know if I can wait that long. Side note, rural and suburb areas are not good for me because of my disability. I cannot drive. Being able to walk and have public transportation is important to me. Hence why I mentioned towns/cities.
the_noctor
Natsu @the_noctor If you don't live in the US or Canada, I'm sorry but you live too far away from me. I don't want to be stuck in another long distance relationship again. They suck, they're painful, and I can't go through that again. So yeah, if you are from Central America, South America, Asia, Oceania, Europe, Africa, or the Middle East it's a big no from me. I need to be able to hug my partner. I need to be able to hold their hand. I need to be able to cuddle. I need that physical intimacy. That just doesn't happen with long distance relationships and I just see it as a waste of time. Could that person move closer? Yes, but unless it happens quickly, I start to lose interest, because I know it's not going anywhere and my needs aren't being met.
slang0724
slang0724 @slang0724 left a comment for Natsu
Oct 16, 21 at 9:55pm

Yo

the_noctor
Oct 08, 21 at 11:38pm

Bought some foundation and new concealer. Wish me luck.

the_noctor
Natsu @the_noctor I must be really pale because my foundation is still too dark. :-/
the_noctor
Oct 08, 21 at 1:36pm

Tried buying foundation and then got a message saying it was unavailable. Bro what? I payed tor that. I got concealer and it's too dark/orange on me. T_T

the_noctor
Natsu @the_noctor This is why I order from Amazon.
the_noctor
Sep 30, 21 at 6:10am

Some guy: Do you think God stays in heaven because he too lives in fear of what he's created?

Me: No. Considering God has killed millions of people, I doubt he fears anything, let alone people. God could end the world without batting a eye.

slang0724
slang0724 @slang0724 left a comment for Natsu
Sep 26, 21 at 1:07am

Yo

the_noctor
Sep 25, 21 at 2:17am

I want to buy some makeup but there are so many choices. X___X

the_noctor
Sep 25, 21 at 2:16am

I'm already seeing Halloween stuff.

the_noctor
Sep 25, 21 at 2:14am

I wanna get some piercings.

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