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Project XIII

25 year old Female
Single
Last online over 5 years ago
MA
INTJ/ILI, for the Jungians.

I read non-fiction, horror, fantasy, and science-fiction. I used to draw, code, and write. Even gaming has lost its touch, yet I still prefer this medium over anime.

My growing apathy is attributable to my waning mental health, i.e. psychosis and other disorders, for which I've been in treatment since the beginning of 2018. Has it helped? Too early to say.

I sometimes find it difficult to leave my room. At my worst I am distrustful, disturbed, dreadful. At my best I can form online relationships, but those never last long. It seems pointless. I sound resigned. In reality, I have a sliver of hope left.

Never been interested in hookup culture, drugs, drinking, or partying. I am interested in tattoos, piercings, and more intimate yet, depending on who you ask, taboo things that I will not be disclosing here. However, to be clear, or perhaps quite vague, I am inexperienced. On that note, I am not interested in transwomen or transmen.

While I am a lesbian, I used to think myself asexual. My libido's low, and I have never experienced attraction toward real people. Unfortunately, my first/only relationship was with some perverted guy who didn't mind treading over my boundaries.

African-American and vegan. 5'3" at 155lbs. Childfree. I neglect to post pictures, as I do not want to be judged or fetishized by strangers. If we become close, then I will not mind sharing photos. Otherwise, imagine a short girl with a shaved head wearing a flat expression. Sometimes she appears mad, but she's most likely just experiencing a sensory overload or is desperate to return to her mancave.

Timid, stubborn, even callous, I'll admit, but I seldom express myself anyway. I'm more of an observer than an active participant.

I am not seeking a relationship; it is too unlikely that I'll find someone here. Then why register? Loneliness. I found this site by chance. A shame that it's in such poor condition, when it wields so much potential.

If you want to talk, I'm almost always available. I don't do much apart from college, reading, thinking about my story universe, or playing on my ps4. Currently playing SMITE and Overwatch.

FF7 remake looks more promising than the Fabula Nova Crystallis disaster, but, despite it claiming to be on the ps4, it probably won't be released until the ps5 is announced, given Square's track record. Very pleased with Bamco's Tales of Vesperia: Definitive Edition, at least.

I listen to metal, jazz, classical, and electronic music. For a taste, my favorite artists include Red, Being, Stravinsky, David Sylvian, Imogen Heap, Akiakane, Kenji Kawai, Motoi Sakuraba, Keiichi Okabe, and Ryo Fukui.

https://myanimelist.net/profile/M_s_Dialectic

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