gillatron

Tbh. I was never insecure about my ex. It was getting abusive emotional and verbally. Silent treatments, devaluing me, hurting me and never apologizing, talking to other guys behind my back. Mostly just using my own anxiety and depression against me and kept me a secret because she didnt want anyone knowing we were dating. Thats when i started to get very insecure then i got blamed because of it. Just left a huge scarr on my heart. Its been quire some time since the break up but the wound still feels fresh. But i am getting better and i met good friends along the way. Im grateful for them ^_^