i see. well in any case i hope you can over come your anxiety in general... but i understand what you mean about like hiding it and such... i can relate in a way..

that sucks... well hopefully youll maybe have the chance to try something and not have to worry about it.. sometimes no matter what the outcome may be you just gotta do it. not worry about what could, will or wont happen. but then again i really shouldnt speak like i know what im talking about... .-.