Sanyu Kitsune

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Life is very unexpected. It's the farthest thing from predictable. I hate when I lose someone or when a friendship fades. I cannot stand negative change, and that good things come to an end. But if it's meant to be, if it's fate, then I'm not going to fight it. Life moves on, and it doesn't just stop for you to tie your shoes; if you aren't ready for it to keep moving, you get left behind. This is the time in my life where I'm realizing who I am, who my true friends are, who's real and who's just putting on an act, and that I just need to have fun. You only go through highschool once, so cut the bullshit and drama, and just live it up. When I think, I scare myself...I think about anything and everything; good & bad. I have alot of insecurities no one knows about, and alot of things buzzing around in my head, putting myself down and thinking I'm not good enough to achieve something I want to do. But then I plaster it over, put a smile on if I need to, and say everything's fine. Because, my problems are mine, and yours are yours. I don't want sympathy, and I don't want to complain. But there are times when I do need to go to someone to talk. I don't let myself get a big head, and I don't usually let myself accept compliments, or believe them. I don't know why exactly, but in the long run, I think it's better ? Because everyone has their strengths and weaknesses, no one's better than anyone. I think my biggest fear is time, and not having enough of it. I want to be successful, happy, and see things around the world that I've always wanted to see. I think everyone feels this way. I want to find that "One Guy" that will just be there through it all, know everything about me, and all my flaws, and still love me. I want to be different, not like every other girl out there, but everyone tries TOO hard to be "unique", and then at some point, it becomes an act. So I'm just being myself. I don't care what people think of me anymore. Cool if you read, cool if you didn't :)
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Wanna get to know me... Just ask. :]
Animes I Like: D. Gray Man, Katekyo Hitman Reborn, Full Metal Alchemist, Death Note, Naruto Shippuuden, Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Lucky Star, and many more.
Hobbies: Film Making, Drawing, Writing, Cooking/Baking, Chilling with friends. lol
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I usually know the difference between right and wrong, but if it's fun, then I don't care what that difference is. Guys don't like me, my hair always looks dumb, and my clothes never fit right; but I really couldn't see myself any other way. I used think I wanted to be a lawyer when I get older, or just something that I can argue for a living, even if I know I'm wrong. I swear to god that I'm the nicest girl you'll ever meet.

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Odin_Andros

Oh cool, someone else that likes making films and writing. I'm currently getting my 4 year degrees for English and Film & Video Production at Grand Valley State University. I love writing stories and screenplays, and making short films. Actually, my best friend from high school is flying back here from LA for a while soon. We're going to be in an independent comedy that's being filmed in Grand Rapids later this month. I'm extremely excited. So, what type of films do you like or want to make?

Aug 19, 10 at 10:00pm · Report

Snipergod87

Hey there I would really really like to get to know you. You seem like a really nice girl. And I would love to chat with you.

Aug 10, 10 at 11:52pm · Report

ZetsubouobusteZ

Too long did not read... jk jk jk anywho you know what you are doing Im not sure what the hell I'm doing but I'm fine that way but it seems I want to know you, wait do I, yeah... i believe I do... I'm so inconsistent @.@

Jul 20, 10 at 9:17am · Report

Elite

Hi there, how are you? I'm interested in talking with you when you get a chance! You appear to be quite a wonderful person and have a good handle on life's prospects.

Jul 04, 10 at 7:53pm · Report