senpai noticed me and ruined everything

I'm sure everyone had a crush on someone they could never have. my senpai was so handsome and talented. Taru-kun was in a band called pocky lend. (the names of he and the band have been changed) he was so handsome and good at guitar I fell in love. But kept my distance, I wasn't exactly confident that he noticed me. He was always surrounded by sexy girls and I was just a flat cheated plane Jane with no sex appeal back then. Years passed, I got older. But taru-kun looks as handsome as he was back then (: anyway this is my story of woe and how getting a chance at your senpai isn't always the greatest thing. new years eve, my friends and I made plans to have a little party. Just us. Near party time,our plans were drastically changed and we ended up going to a completely different party. Senpai showed up with his girlfriend. I didnt say anything nor did I even say hello. His gf seemed jealous of me or intimidated :/ I had no idea why. I hadn't talked to taru-kun in years. Let alone seen him. So I ignored them. near the morning taru-kun and his gf got into an argument and she ended up leaving. I was recovering from all the drinks and was laying on the floor covered up with a blanket next to my best friend cha-Chan. (his names been changed) I suddenly heard senpais voice above me. "she's so cute" I thought he may have seen a girl on tv or on his phone? I wasn't sure. I was the only female awake at the moment but I was certain he didn't mean me. The next moment I felt the blanket I was covered up with be removed and felt someone snuggle up next to me. I thought it was cha-Chan or ako-Chan (another friend of mine who's name has been changed) so I didnt bother to look. When I opened my eyes senpais face was inches from mine and he stared into my eyes. "you're really cute" he said. My heart went doki doki. But I knew something was up.i told him I wasn't cute and he shouldn't give all his attention to me because there were far more prettier girls there. Then he said which made my heart melt! "there are pretty girls who know they are pretty and then there's you, who doesn't think so highly of her looks. That,in my opinion, is so attractive" and he kissed me! Senpai kissed me and I was so dumbstruck I couldn't react! Senpai kept kissing me until I couldn't breathe. And I could feel his hands trailing down places his hands shouldn't be! He intended on doing the naughty right then, and there on the floor in front of everyone. I eventually freed myself from his grip. I felt so used :/ the guy I had such a big opinion of was nothing more than,a horny shmuck!! and now he has spread rumors that I attacked him and its just ruining my life T.T

If those around you would rather believe in false rumors than believe in you. Then they aren't worth being in your life, no matter how long you've known them and what you've been through. All you can do is tell the truth and hope they believe, if not, find new people, don't let people and false opinions "ruin your life" I know it's stressful, annoying, and how it must emotionally hurt. I once had all my "best friends" turn on me at once due to a single rumor, I tried and tried my hardest to get them to believe in the truth, yet they wouldn't hear me out, the few who did hear me out didn't believe me, but how could that be? People are ignorant sometimes. If some loser pervert has spread rumors, and your image has been ruined in the eyes of those you know, then they aren't worth keeping around, find people who'll treat you right and believe in you over that of some horny idiot.